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.:. .: 50/50 :. It's a strange place I'm in, and I don't mean location. It's odd to be both happy and unhappy at the same time. I am so very happy with where I am living now - the city, at least, although this tiny room leaves much to be desired. I am enjoying this sprawling metropolis with the joy of a death row inmate with a pardon. But...I am so very unhappy with myself. I see other people writing in their diaries about unhappiness with their lives: their job sucks, they don't have a signifigant other, their friends disappoint them, their families are a mess...but not me. I am just unhappy with myself and how very little I have managed to do with my life. Sometimes when I look at how much time I spent just trying to survive as compared to people who have really achieved something...I know how far I have to go. Anyway... What a long strange trip it's been. .:. .: 3:18 A.M. :. .:. |