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.:. .: how to be me :. it's out there somewhere if you can manage to unearth it this great hidden truth that will make it all fall into place become a mental acheologist read everything you can find nothing is too obscure memorize it live it breathe it the trivial becomes sacred form your own religion get bored. find something else. tangets are teachers while looking up theories on quantum physics get sidetracked on vedic atsrology leave everything you're doing go to india for a year what dish is yet untasted what river is yet uncrossed what song is yet unheard seek them all out try them once experience is everything feel it with more depth with greater intensity the high is too high the low is too low the loss is death the gain is rebirth pity the unlucky masses who will never know the magic of your emotional alchemy the greatest unhappiness is flatness of feeling boredom and sameness you've been here for three months this relationship is stale disappear let them wonder call them in a month from a gas station just outside of atlantic city find something untried find a strange trip you haven't had have it before it's over start planning the next one buy a travel guide for quebec while you're staying in vegas excess is happiness less is not more and more is not enough so have too much of it if it feels good do it twice indulgence is a lost art keep them guessing push them away see if they come back repeat the test until the results are certain feel your mortality pressing in behind you know that this journey will all end someday so overpack for the trip and throw away the map .:. .: 3:27 A.M. :. .:. |